Monday, September 22, 2008

A Date With The Adventure

Most organs work little longer even after heart gets struck, likewise I too will get updates on football team. Curiosity for knowing the careful brother’s attempt for a place in insti team yielded disappointment, to my annoyance I get to see arul’s name in the final team list. Who is a gold medalist in athletics, shifting profile for a B-team position, but he is a very good footballer. I buzzed him to empathize on his role shifting decision. Arul said for his 4 fun visits to the field, coach was overwhelmed with his talent. In conversation I made fun about his weekend get-away’s (he does that almost every weekend complete outlander). He asked me if I can join for trip very next morning at 4.30, it’s almost half past 11 on Friday night, He assured it will be adventurous, one day trek and only 4 including me. Slightly inclined I enquired more, to my surprise one of other two is coming from b’lore and works at SAP. Unknowingly without any more resistance, I said yes, count me in.

Early in the morning looking at arul’s backpack I was absolutely confused (me with empty hands). He is fully geared up along with cooking utensils too. Very soon we both reached Chennai central, introductions with the other two, booking tickets in a general compartment and boarding the train in no time still left us standing. First one hour is rough and aching. I sat on arul’s backpack and others too settled quite ok. Soon we got little comfortable. Arul opened his backpack and took out a map of YELAGIRI hill station (this map is actually a classified info), and started making the trekking plan. All I can figure out from the map is contours and the elevations marked. Arul has done some professional training in mountain climbing before his graduation and has been adventurous, you name a place in south India and he has visited that. His friend from b’lore is his college friend and partner in almost every college day treks; I was totally baffled listening to the two pros talking fluently in technical slang and their college day memories, and my part is giving them company, asking some silly questions and trying to break a joke in between.

After a while arul started explaining his purpose of the visit. To my understanding it goes like this, Arul and some of his associates are planning to bring adventure tourism into a consumer model (yes those are the words Adventure tourism). As part of that they need to identity some sweet spots all over south India, build up a working system, network these places and conduct trips at low cost. They registered a company one year back and since then they placed the plans in working stance and operating with only few known places in Tamilnadu and working hard to create a more sophisticated system. Fourth guy works for this company, I guess. Our target is simple look at the present facilities available around, explore the terrain and estimate the feasibility for reaching peaks.

As things getting clearer as time passes by, I’m having a completely different day after a long time. Exactly after 2 years I’m traveling again in train other than a local train. As the disturbing thoughts started drifting me away soon our train journey came to an end and we were near the base of the hill station. We finished our breakfast and got our lunch parceled along with few water bottles. We traveled by bus to the top of the hill station, journey was awesome, loop after loop taking sharp turns, distance is just 15kms but it took more than an hour to reach the top. From there we hired an auto that took us close enough to the entrance for Mangalam reserve forest.
Out of the three peaks which arul identified in map and want to experience, one is at 1340mts and other two somewhere around 1200mts. Btw Arul’s watch shows altitude and directions too, currently reads 900mts. 1340mts peak is a usual trek with well laid path by the locals and a temple on top of it. Fortunately this is not first time for arul to this place. We got everything that’s necessary to explore in the wild, so we started making our own path in the wild. Though it was little sunny, Climate was good with cool breezes. Terrain is very difficult to explore as it is completely covered with bushes and tall trees it’s even hard to see which side is peak except with the compass. We didn’t encounter much problem except at once, which is a true challenge for every explorer; finally we managed to find rain water grooves in the bushes to move further by crawling. Taking a break here and there, climbing plain rock surfaces to 4 meter tall bushes, plane surfaces to 60 degrees rock faces, we finally reached to the peak without using much of the gear except ropes. As soon as we reached the peak most excellent thing is the confused look on the other visitor’s faces. It took almost three hours to reach that place. Sight seeing; standing above the clouds trying to look human life on the ground… through the clouds… is always a fascinating view.

Almost half the adventure is done and we all are pretty tired, still we want to do some mountain climbing, and second quest can fulfill that, as we can see from the map there is drastic change in altitude of some 100mts. And to arul’s knowledge it will be a bare rock with out any vegetation. To reach that place we need to descend some 300mts and again climb up to reach this spot. This is totally painful job as it was never explored it is covered with thick vegetation. We are struck almost every 10mts and need to use ropes and climb rock by rock or crawl through the bushes in order to move further. Very tiring and needs lot of strength. It is already 4.30pm by that time we are at 1100mts altitude, still no sight of this mountain front. Climate is getting colder and colder. Though we have torches still it will be tough to reach the other peak. So we dropped our adventure in between and started heading back. To get back fast we need to first find out the well laid path and travel back. We traveled almost one km to reach this path and from there it felt like blessed to walk normally again.
By 6.00pm we are back at the place where we got down from the auto. We called the same auto guy to pick us back. The auto came as soon as soon as we reach that place and took us to the bus station. From there we traveled on an open top mini lorry to reach the base of hill station (sun is setting and awesome view all the way). We boarded a direct bus to Chennai. As arul needs to go to cochin for some other work he came with us till vellore. At vellore we got some time to get down and recharge ourselves. We three parted at guindy and I’m back safe at campus by 12 in the night.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

After a long time

Its been really a long long time since i posted my last article, yet again i am here trying to publish something on this page. lots and lots of things, as a matter of fact everything changed during this long gap, except one thing, i guess i don't have to mention about it specially. nevertheless its my insanity or love.

all this while i was a soulless creature lying on my bed, two things took care about running my time, its the unconscious mind that took me to the places which don't exist except in dreams, the conscious mind involving very less activities and lot of freaking action, the painful part, its always subsidized with the help of sleeping pills and booze.

During this course of time, every second in my previous life felt wasted, everything in this world looked just like a piece of crap, maybe I lost every sense about life and its meaning, i never felt excited, desire is just nullified in every sense of the word. i had seen all the questions in eyes of people questioning my credibility, yet again i never felt anything. i never judged my efforts to get out of this mind set, then i stopped caring. i never felt comfortable talking to people, i felt myself acting in their presence, so i avoided every possible contact and landed up spending time alone. alone i am right now trying to forget that I'm still alive.

hope i will write more...

ASH

Monday, July 2, 2007

Another crazy night

me, myfriend ravi and his best buddy went for a ride on ecr road at half past 12 on july 1st night. this is just for your understanding. leave a comment at the end.

A journey in the dark
set to search and prove the crazyness
that lies under this skin
pushed ourselves to share the free time
close to the nature
unable to find a destiny to the destination
we hit the open roads on bikes
till we fulfilled the passion for riding
as the clock shows beach time
we stepped off the road
and wished to see the waves closely
that are trying to conquer the land
we diverted our journey on the mud road
travelling besides the bushes and trees
standing tall to scare the hell out of us
we saw the road has come to an end
left the bikes safe and silent
started marching on the sand
all of a sudden a pale look on all our faces
a strange sound by a bird deep inside bushes
made us question about the place
but the heaven on earth is just a few steps ahead
even though the fear is upon us we couldn't stop
laughed and marched into the beach
we were thrilled at the beauty of the place
its really gods own place
the straight and long shore line
under the dim half moon light
cool breezes from the sea
filled with fog and mist
passing our way
with slow and lazy waves
hitting our legs with a sensitive touch
the place is quiet and lonely
no light in the sight of eye
except the dim half moon light
trying to hide behind the clouds
alone and calm
we were walking slowly on the beach
with conversations full of silence
hearts filled with unnamed joy
the time passed unnoticingly
leaving a good memory
deep inside our hearts
this waves just can't stop
till the end
which reminds of my wish
while i can only wish my wishes
a very good luck
to make the best memory for this life
thank you

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Summer of 007

lift the heads high and steady
keep the silence full and up
let the heart work instead of ears
cos this is my life
it is not what it used to be
lost it all under the heat of summer
in a room full of darkness
lying down on my death bed
holding myself tightly
praying to the gods and the angels
how I fell for it and lost myself
at the critical time of life
giving a different image to everyone
Every time they look at me
taking the pain as a punishment
The summer has left upon me
Waving to all those moments
As I fall behind the time
While the sun is showing his anger
summer took my career and sleep
bet me down morally and physically
Took everything that I can’t replace
made me felt death is better than life
Shook me with a disturbance that I can’t withstand
With all those times that I can’t name
With all those scars that I can’t erase
The summer is gone
Teaching me some good lessons
That made me feel
Life is more than just a challenge
I realize I can’t force others wishes
For what I’m
With the seasons changing
Bringing in rains along with the hopes
I see myself shooting for the moon
I’ll be happy if I can catch a star
Just to prove that my love is true
As I wish my wishes to be remarkable
Wish me all the best

Friday, June 8, 2007

The shadow and me

Time is running, this life is falling
All the debts are standing tall and pending
Moments are passing while I’m not caring
My Heart is drinking everything
Leaving me with nothing
Tears are freezing along with the nights
The sight of the future is missing
Taking choice out of choice
Opportunities are high and unconvincing
Leaving the mind to its own
While I’m ready to lend a hand
Nights are getting tougher and tougher
Days are becoming useless
Another Soul is getting wasted
In the name of the holy word called love
It’s just not okay
This life is more than ordinary
every moment is meant to be a super journey
the world i live in and the tears i'm dropping
everything is saying its the time to go
With the shadow still standing beside
a new life is waiting on the other side
Feels like i need more than myself
Just to be on the other side
It’s okay I’m always a loner
untill the shadow beside me comes alive
all that remains in the end is
when can i build a bridge
to take me on to the otherside
with the past still standing upon me
i'm trying, i'm building a bridge
which can bring the shadow to life

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

The broken glass

Just a glass, just another glass
Shining look on its face
From the glow on my face
Showing scratches of the past
With a smile on its face
Banged in by my hand
Just in a matter of glance
Defeated till the end
With the echo of the falling pieces
Resonating all over the place
Leaving the mark on my hand
With a blood oozing wound
Piercing into my heart
Telling me it’s a foolish moment
Realized by the truth
Looked into the broken glass
While the shattered glass pieces
Laughing boldly at me
Questioning me what I’ve achieved
Other than ruining the glass
How can I tell the broken glass?
That my life is no different from yours
Except the fact
that I’m human and one chapter ahead of it
Believe it or not dear
There is no space for broken things in this world
Forgive the world if they treat you the same
And wish me good luck
While I try not to loose control again
In the rest of my cursed life
Good bye